holy cow.

as i wandered about the holy cow botique today i may have sighted the most attractive person to ever walk this earth.

while i was creepily watching him, he happened to glance up at me and kinda smiled at me, (i almost had a heart attack)

then... i realized i knew who he was. he happened to be the brother of the most attractive kid in my grade. the one whom every girl is pratically in love with. but i'm pretty sure he thinks he's waay to cool for me. 

i saw him a couple more times, and both times he did the same little smile thing. and oh my goodness. i was trying sooo hard not to freak out. the whole time i was thinking, hmm maybe i should've actually put something on today other then just jeans and a t-shirt. 

well bad news. a lot of times people mistake me for being older. and i'm assuming he fits into this category... you see, he got back from his mission a few weeks ago. yes. he is 7 years older than me.

darn.