it's a vital organ. and it disagrees...

quite honestly i don't even know what to say.
or how to say it. because i don't even know what i'm thinking, or feeling. at all.
i've thought about it all weekend...
actually ever since december 31of 2010.
at the new years dance.
and since then, i haven't been able to figure it out.
you're not typically the kind of guy i like, at all, yet i want to like you...

but i just don't. 

any guy i've ever like has had a song. 

and i tried to find one for you, but i couldn't. 

simply because i didn't know what i was even looking for...
i didn't even realize what i've been doing. 

i was leading you on...? and now you like me?

i don't think i like you. but you think i do. 

i mean, i realized i was flirting. but i flirt with lots of boys... (:

apparently everyone else saw more. 

everyone except me...

does that mean i really do like you, i just am not realizing it?...
i don't deserve you either.

my best friend likes you, and i only wish you would just like her..
like i said, all weekend i've been trying to figure it out.
there probably hasn't been a second where you weren't on my mind.
so what have i decided upon? absolutely nothing.
everything seems to make me think that yes, i like him.
everything except my heart...