this isn't facebook.

facebook is where you either,
a) post status' that make you seem like your life is so incredilbe, hilarious, or perfect. you post pictures making you seem outgoing, and adventurous, and like you're always having so much fun. the people that are fun to stalk, because their lives seem ideal. or,
b) you use your status' as a way to complain. to tell your life story. how it sucks. and to share your pessimism with the rest of the world. trying to be emotionally built back up from the supportive comments. generally the people you "hide" from your news feed, and can't stand to be around.

but this isn't facebook. this is blogging. we have the rights to vent. and complain. because let's be real. life isn't always rainbows and sunshine. some days, you will cry yourself to sleep. some days. just don't work out. people you thought you could trust, sometimes, you can't. friends that used to always be there for you, might not always be. actually, they might turn into the completely opposite. things change. hearts ache. and life goes on.

and i guess it's been one of those weeks; spring break, was honsetly like a fairytale. a complete movie. but then you step back into reality. you go back to school, and everyone puts their act back on. that girl that is such a jerk and seems to ruin your life, comes back. and all the perfection fades away. you make it through the day with a smile on your face, but all it takes is one thing. one thing, to completely tear you down. and ruin it. and yesterday was actually really good, same with today. just that girl, and that kid. it's not worth it. but still...