why isn't it summer yet?

i really need to learn that not everyone can be trusted with everything.
and i really really hate secrets. if there's something i've done to offend or bug you, just tell me. please.
i don't hate you. i promise. i don't hate anyone.
i feel like the biggest jerk and the most hypocritic person ever.
girls are just stupid and dramatic. really that's all.
don't ask about it though. because knowing me, i'd probly tell you all about it.
and that's where the problems seem to have started.
tonight i'm grateful for brittany giles. for her amazing advice. and being there for me.
and maddie cragun. for being honest with me. and being my best friend.
there's a boy that likes me. a couple actually.
but i kinda had my eye on someone else..and i feel bad a little bit?
a lot more people than i was aware of read this little blog.
i don't mind. as long as they keep my secrets.
i love you. each and every one of you.

i love life. i really do. (:

probly, it just needs to be summer so i won't have to worry about any of this. 

and also,   tomorrow is lagoon day. (:

and i can't even wait.