Wednesday, June 8

i don't want to fall another moment into your gravity...

"gravity" ~sara bareilles
i wanted so much for something to work out. and honestly i believed. but maybe there was nothing to believe in. and i guess i'm done trying. i don't want to always be the one to text first. i don't want to have to make an effort for there to be an us. i'm not giving up. and not necessarily moving on... i'm just done for now. a summer love might have been nice, but it doesn't look like that's going to happen. i won't stop wishing on 11:11, and shooting stars. but i won't dwell on it. i won't let my focus be on you anymore. this is my summer. and i don't want you to hold me back from how amazing i know it can be. i'll let you be. do what you please. and maybe this summer we'll go our seperate ways. but know that if you ever change your mind, i'll still be right here waiting... 

2 comments:

  1. Whoever he is, he's really lucky to have a girl like you in his life.

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  2. annonymous commenter-
    thank you so much for taking the time to comment. i'm not sure who you are but i appreciated it so much. it changed my view on the situation and helped me more than you could ever understand. so thanks. (:

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