so then what happened..?

tell me why i don't feel good enough..
tell me why no matter how hard i try.. i can't find that girl that i was two weeks ago.
what's the difference between me and her honestly?
because then, and for the majority of the past year, you could ask me and i would tell you there was no one in this entire world i would rather be. that i loved being me and couldn't imagine being anyone else. because i was exactly who i wanted to be.. of course i was still improving but i was beautiful. in my eyes i was completely confident. i saw real beauty when i looked in the mirror. and i wouldn't change anything. i loved my life. and i loved being me.
now i honestly don't know. because all these new girls, and just everyone from before, i'm suddenly realizing, just how amazingly pretty. outgoing. spunky. athletic.. how perfect they seem. and they're confident.. i see in them who i thought i was. looking through facebook albums at all these gorgeous girls, and suddenly i seem a lot less.. seeing him flirting with them instead, and i realize how much better they really are. i tell myself it's okay, you're you. and you're a daughter of God.. but they're all daughters of God too.. and they're all just as special..
please.. i want to be the girl i was before. 
cause now when i look in the mirror... i don't even know who i'm seeing...