a post you could probly ignore.

*disclaimer: i promise i'm not one of those pessimistic self centered schmoe's. i try to keep it all to myself. but hey, there's a reason we blog, right? and lately, things seem to be going a little overboard. and bottling it up isn't working any longer. 

if for whatever reason you're reading. this is your warning. 

and if you choose to continue. please. don't hate.

we're all entitled to our opinions.. right? 

and, i don't hate people, hardly ever. i just sometimes hate what they do. 

so here. it's time for a small confession session.

1. first and most relevant. girls, are dumb. insecurity is stupid. and it drives me crazy. almost as much as people who judge. you have no idea what their life is. 
2. please. get over yourself already. everyone knows that you're covering up insecurities, trying to find your nitch. we all are, but trust me, you'll find it a lot faster being you than you will trying to be them.
3. they're a couple now. i'm not going to lie, it bugs just a little. not because i'm jealous, or cause they're not an adorable couple. it's just the fact that you were kinda leading me on. and got a girlfriend at the same time? hah. alright cool. 
4. wait what? boys are better than best friends? mmk. have a nice life. 
5. sometimes you don't know who to believe. and the only person you can trust, is yourself. so you do, you follow heart. and you believe. you got hurt but convince yourself maybe it's different. it could be true. and most likely is. but this time, it really doesn't feel like it. 
6. dear girls. first let me say, i'm 100% okay and supportive of writing missionaries. but just remember, he is going on a mission. he's doing it for the Lord. not for you. so how about we let him focus on the Lord and serving the people. not on you. 
7. oh no, i understand. it's only convenient for us to be friends because i'm the only person you know in that class. don't bother being friends with me in any other setting. 
8. and to top it all of, i have one A. yes, one. 

but it'll be alright. right?

things aren't perfect. life goes on. 

i can choose happy. (:

I'm either completely losing it, or I'm completely finding it. I have yet to discover which one.

ps. shout out to lexi. kenna. kassie. and tim lee. 

for making my not so great day, so much better (: