Sunday, January 8

my simplicity is answers.

i don't like unanswered questions. and i don't like rumors. if i want to know something, i ask. i'm completely open to people, i'll tell them basically anything they want to know. and without realizing, i expect them to be the same way. to open up to me, answer my questions, and tell me how they feel. 
in relationships, if there's a problem, i struggle to just forget about it and move on.. i honestly can't. i'm ridiculously forgiving (which usually ends up hurting me..) but i can only forgive once everything has been worked out. everyone says, 'let's just pretend nothing happened.' but something did happen, and for me, you have to acknowledge it and work it out in order to forget about it. even if it's a couple weeks later, and i think of something that was never resolved, i'll probly ask about it. because it will nag at me if i don't. i'm aware, it's a flaw.. but as for now, it's just a part of who i am.
i don't ever mean for drama. and maybe it seems like i'm the one over complicating but isn't that the way it should be? if it's there, it's there. don't pretend like it isn't..
this might be my thought process, i'm blunt and outspoken...
it is what it is. 
why pretend it's any different?


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