and i'm promising not to let it run away again. atleast for a while. because right now, it's whole. it's happy. and i feel amazing. i still think about him, but the feeling is neutral now. no love, hate, envy, nothing. it's just an empty little hole. and maybe it's the first hole, that has yet to be filled in. every other time, the hole was always temporary, because it was always filled with the friendship we created afterwards. and relationships really are where some of my best guy friends have come from. but it doesn't seem like that was the case this time. so for now, i really am happy. i'm content. and i won't let my heart run loose this time.
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