i understand that you're smitten. and that this boy is so beautifully perfect.. but be careful. you know exactly the kind of kid he is.. you told everyone yourself. 'just another cocky kid.' of course he's sweet and kind and amazing, don't you convince yourself that they all are?
you're so strong right now. so content, and not caught up with boys. you really don't want to get involved in all of it again do you? just forget about that moment when we hugged. and i literally felt like i was flying. and the entire world stopped. forget about that absolutely perfect smile. and those huge blue eyes that make you swoon. the perfectly adorable things he says.. they'll just hurt you..
because really, i know he doesn't like me. so dear heart, we can't get our hopes up. he's just one of them.. sure he might flirt, but he said it himself. 'it never means anything..'
but just maybe.. you could let yourself have that other kid.. yeah, the other blue eyed one. who's so funny. and pretty cute.. and probly you could have him. he is an amazing kid.. and it would be so much safer just to go with him.. not to put your heart out on the line for the other one. but when have i ever chose easy? we both already knows he's stolen my heart..
you'll fall hard. and really, i'm terrified. because what if nothing is waiting there to catch you..?
you'll only break. all over again..
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