serious motivation issue.

i know, i got a day off today, and i went skiing, and it was lovely.. but,

i'd definitely rather not go to school tomorrow. 

because that person's been the main source of my anxiety lately. 

and really it's nbd, i just need to calm down. 

i haven't done any of my homework, so hopefully it's not due tomorrow.

calculus- probly where the lack of motivation issue shows itself the strongest. 

i have zero desire to put together an outfit. because i suddenly have no pants.  

also, i have a feeling it'll take a lot for me to be patient with people tomorrow.

even if the majority of my night was spent stalking cute couples on facebook, tomorrow i wouldn't be feeling lazy. 

i'd sleep in until just the right time. eightish. 

and then go to the temple followed by a nice long trip to the gym. 

then i'd go shopping. cause it's been a while. 

and i suddenly and mysteriously have a serious lack of pants, no idea why. 

and also, my jeggings are all wearing out and look tacky. 

i'd stop at Savers too, because thrifting just sounds nice right now.

then i'd finish cleaning up my room. 

and play the piano cause i have to at new beginnings wednesday, and it's been a while. 

and basically i'd just have a really productive day. 

new plan. force myself to do homework tonight. 

early morning temple trip. and probly won't wear pants to school tomorrow.  

shopping and the trip to the gym will get bounced. 

i'll slave away at school. trying to be patient with people, or just avoid them.

keep my chin up, and my attitude postive. and then work tomorrow night. 

sweet. 

*huzzah to theeee most pointless, obnoxious, ranting post in the world. ^clearly^*