living on repeat.

school. 

track. 

gymnastics. 

homework. 

sleep. 

repeat. 

and if i have time, i eat.

 

this is seriously my life right now. 

it's crazy. busy. and stressful. but i love it. 

and obviously i haven't had time to blog... 

but going to bed after 11:30 every night,

and having to go to school early in the mornings, 

for the past two weeks has been killing me. 

so i'm going to bed! (: 

8 minutes...

i'm aware my blog currently looks... not it's best.
and yes it's driving me crazy.
but i lack discipline to get me away from reading others blogs to fix and post on my own.
and also i'm aware my gifts for friends still sit on my floor. just waiting to be delivered.
but there really hasn't been time.
there are about a million other things on my mental "to do before Christmas" list, that remain uncompleted.
and it's pratically Christmas Eve.
Christmas break is half over.
and i have not been very productive in the least bit the past week.
but i promise. next week, will be better.

so for now Merry Christmas to everyone (:

and go ahead, eat unhealthy amounts of sweets and junk food. it's Christmas. (:

good thing i'm not going to be a microbiologist.

school used to come easy to me. even math and science. in 8th grade i had to study a little... but hardly at all, and i could ace tests. but then 9th grade came around....
biology. doesn't click for me. not even a little bit. kids in my class do their homework right before it's due, and goof off the whole time, then get 98% on the test.
i, do my homework. listen in class. spend forever studying. and after all that, i barely manage to keep an A. (at 93.8%)
algebra 2 is the same way. it's hard. i just can not remember it at all. i mean i try to take it all in, and remember it, but i can't. i do all my homework, and understand that. but the tests get me every time.
and added to this, the english projects, the ridiculous amounts of geography busy work, and the tests, and okay, you're sick of my ramblings. i would be too.
i know i sound like such a complainer, but really this is more like a gratitude post for me. because all the studying that lasts into ridiculously late hours at night, the migraines from being so stressed, and not having any time for myself, is now coming to an end.
it's christmas break. and i couldn't be happier.