confused. frustrated. and angry?

dalton would be pleased.
okay minus angry. i haven't reached that point yet.
its been a weird day.
i'm not sure what it is, but i think when summer left it took my happiness with.
i have been in a not so good mood ever since... well since yesterday morning around 8:00.
why is it that everything i think always applies back to that one kid.
i just can't seem to forget him.
rumors are stupid. i don't know where they get started.
but its the second day and they have already begun.
and ones that ruin potential friendships are the worst.
dalton. (mr. dalton)  is an interesting teacher.
entertaining yes. embarassing. yes definitely.
especially when he finds out of a past crush of mine...
and makes sure the whole class is aware of this.
when the person is in the room.
this just creates for awkward situations in the next 2 classes which luckily you happen to share with this person.
people are awkward.
especially the ones that stare.
and when you happen to look over, instead of looking away quickly, they continue to stare.
lunch is great.
people watching is prime.
little sisters are convenient and good best friends.
so are beth and maddie. (:
best friends are priceless.
choir is an interesting class. and choir today was probably the reason i'm confused and frustrated.
remember that guy... the one that everything always seems to go back to? well yeah... looks like that a failure. so i guess i'll move on...
you know how sometimes you are dying to know something, find out, and wish you would've never wondered.

yep. i guess it was one of those things.

blogging. i think i'm addicted. 

in english today. i was having cravings. 

there was so much i wanted to say. but couldn't out loud.

so instead i wrote it all. 

and it now resides on my secretive blog. 

right where it belongs. 

school has been in for 2 days. and i'm already craving summer.