self induced insomnia?

perhaps this would be when you physically and mentally choose not to go to sleep.

but as i began doing the "what i'm thinkin'" section on the sidebar. 

i came up with to many things to say, so instead it's a post... my thought train goes a little something like so.

"i have tons of posts to do... just lack of motivation to do so."

"now that i own a camera, my picture posts will experience an exponential growth."

"i feel super smart for just saying that. looks like i did learn something useful in math and biology."

"tonight, was much needed. kels and kasja are amazing. just being with them made things better."
"i really am not a fan of rodeo's. at all. i go anyways."

"i like the spots that we save. and kasja's awkwardness. and texting addiction. and kelsey's wittiness. and stalkin'. our squishy car rides home. hanging out at kasja's. and pretty much, just them."
"...serendipity?"

"we might've watched someone at the rodeo.and if i said who it was i'm sure you'd be jealous."

"i'm supposedly being set up with forrest pincock. hah. i hope that made you laugh."

"obviously he's real nice looking. to bad the extent of our conversations is me talking and him laughing."

"youth court, i kinda like it a lot. and huck finn days was nice."

"sometimes i like when kids try to act cool. and kids who genuinely are."

"i really enjoy strawberry days. so much."

"i really really like summer. it's super. obviously."

"there are two girls i kinda really like. they've both been at girls camp this week. *dislike. come home kenna and steph."

"i'm secretly excited for tomorrow..?"

"it's 12:19. and i still have no motivation to go to bed."

"i have to be at the drag for the parade by 7. goodnight"

sincerely, a super happy blonde. (: