because males complicate my life.

in reference to the opposite gender. 

soo what happens when you've found about 10 of these?

but 2 imparticular.. 

he's my best friend. he makes me feel perfect and let's be real, kinda i'm crazy for him. i let him hold my hand. and maybe opened up my heart and let him in. he calls me beautfiul, i know he'll always be there. he's the least awkward person you'll ever meet.and he's best friends with my friends. he's easy to talk to and i feel like i've known him my entire life. 

and that other kid. your typical story. he was cute so i managed to make sure i ended up sitting next to him in a class. we flirted. he got my number. we texted. insert more flirting. we talked at school lots and hung out at parties together. he's super cute. and he's a good kid. everything he says is perfect. and he's got that little bit of awkward to him that shows that he truly likes me. and he makes sure that i know he does without coming right out to say it. 

they're both super respectful towards girls. and basically they're both perfect. they have smiles that make me swoon just thinking about it. they're so so different from each other. but somehow they've both managed to catch my heart. and inconveniently, they've done so at the exact same time.. 

bare with me. i'm a high school girl. with a crazy heart. don't judge. because obviously. blogs are for venting.