the blog reading trends.

atleast with my blog, it goes through phases, and maybe that's as i do too. 

the times my blog has been the most popular were these: 

June 2011- an exciting point with a few touches of drama. 

October-December 2011- in all honest, probly thee most dramatic i've ever been. i fell for a boy really hard. and sure, you could go with first love. *insert lots of drama and too much bluntness. 

and April 2012.- another nice point. where i had fallen for another boy. hard. 

all three were eventful times in my life. whether a highlight, rough point or both. 

i guarantee lots of soul searching was taking place aside from those posts. 

and they all came and went. and things got better or worse. and i grew. 

but all those times i was being so real. it was the times i let go, and didn't care what the readers thought. 

i was blunt. i hurt feelings. i was honest. i told it like it was. and i created drama. 

something i typically avoid at all costs. but hey, it is what it is. 

i'm getting comfortable again in blogging. 

i don't feel judged, or pressured at all, and i crave it again. 

it's real. (and i'd much rather just let it all out here than have to study for my math test.)

i'm opening up again. not to hurt feelings or create drama. not at all. 

but because i'm remembering this is my blog. reading is optional. 

come wednesday afternoon. who knows what'll come out?