fingers crossed.

it's getting cliche, my mind telling my heart the same things each time.
it could have potential, you never know, maybe this is what you've been holding out for.
and of course my heart begins to believe it. it begins to let something happen.
but every time, i realize it right after it's too late.
i never mean to break hearts, to simply let them go.
but it's just never quite right.. as much as sometimes i wish it was.

so i'm crossing my fingers, that this time i will be right.
that it will be different. and it won't just be something that 'had potential'
that for once, i'm not just getting hopes up, his and mine.
this time, i really do want more than anything for it to work.
(^just another cliche line)

it scares me. i don't want to mess things up.
i'm hesitant because i don't want him to change his mind.
and i don't want to change mine..
that's why i keep wishing, with my fingers crossed.
that this time, it will be different.