the busy life.

it's been 15 whole days since i've posted. that's a dang long time.
i worked lots, i think. well probably. and i remembered how much i love my job.
and that's really not even sarcasm. it's good. the people, the socializing.. i don't know. i just like it.
and i got saturday's off. we went ski/boarding. it was soo good. i love those boys. 
i went to preference. (pictures to come) and it was a good time. but my goodness, thee most stressful thing in the entire world to plan. i have no idea why, but literally made me never want to go to a girls choice dance again.
i once again realized why i'm best friends with the people that i am, because they're the absolute best people in the world. they accept me for me, and there's nothing more i could ask for.
i've done lots and lots of thinking. lots and lots and lots. about chemistry and calculus, and stuff like that i really wish i didn't have to think about. but even more about people, and life, and friends and change, and the future, and wishes and all that kind of stuff.
i may or may not be smitten with a boy or two. boy one who probably thinks he's way to ever even give me a shot. and boy number two who has an unofficial girlfriend.. and.. i really definitely probly shouldn't interfere... but yeah. we'll see how that turns out.
i'll be honest it's been way too long since my room has stayed clean for more than a day. luckily i did get around to cleaning it once last week. (at 11:00 at night.) but it surely did not stay clean.
i apologize to people i've been around the last couple days. as in yesterday and this one. yeah, i've been in a good mood.. but i've been terribly intolerant.
i still dream about gymnastics all the time. i miss it a super lot. and wish more than anything i had time to workout more than i do. or just more time in general. more time to play, and draw, and create, and just live.
well, even when you're busy, you can still live, and so i suppose that's what i'm doing.
Christmas break will come around eventually. and then hopefully i'll blog. cause guarantee, i won't be finding time before then.